Heart Of The Matter!!!!

Oh my Heart! How will you hold

All my secrets new and old?

In vain did they struggle any way!

For you hardly gave anything away!

The masked aprons, some blue some green

not to be heard but only seen,

In hushed voices, discussed for a while

"We will reach the Heart of the Matter"

They declared with a smile.

The hustle and the bustle

The rustle and the tussle

The injections and the vials

All united in a trial,

I did not resist in all wisdom

As they invaded my Temporal Kingdom.

Liliput like I lay all dazed

Yet unfazed, My Heart raced!
Oh My heart! How will you hold

All my secrets new and old?
Some patches here and some wire there

Connected to a monitor, all set to share,

A long paper scroll, a coded message

some peaks and vales, some scribbles here

I tried to decode through the doctors visage

He looked at it for a while ,

declared with a smile

"We shall reach the Heart of the matter"

Oh my Heart will you dare?

How could you lay all my secrets Bare?

The masked aprons, some blue some green

like the Voyager,sent  a camera down the blood tide

The monitor crackles with pictures of my heart, it could not hide

The men and the machine succeed

But Oh my Heart! Do not yet concede!

Or all the secrets will be hauled

How many times you were Touched, Broken or mauled!

Do not seek revenge to tell all!

You are mine after all!
Oh my Heart! how will you fare!

Do you hate me so much that you don't care!
My memories rush in a rewind

soon the pictures of the first crush rush to  mind

Anesthetized by Cupid's arrow

but soon crushed to tears in sorrow

Though hurt, you did not mourn for long

Soon another love came  riding again

like the sun seeking the Earth after the Rain

But the Trail of Love blazed in vain

the flames of love were doused again!
Oh my Heart! You know life is not fair!

Don,t hate me, keep me in your prayer!
At the next chance you danced into your beloved's arms

to bask in the love lorn gaze warm

Yet again Dear Heart you refuse to heed

not to seek out love that is not meant to be!

But i must confess,I let you suffer

when I lacked courage to utter in timidity, 

sacrificed love at duty's altar

like a boat without water!
Touched again you are,

 but with prying glass and metal fervid

to pry from my bosom livid 

the buried  secrets of love, still vivid

But you have been so bold

Together , we will weather the NEW WORLD!!!!